glendyllaa

live, laugh, love

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Something new…

I’ve been one of the few who have always been in a relationship since I was about 15… Until recently. The longest I’ve ever been single since I was 15 was about a year and even then I was still talking to someone. So I’ve never really been single. I guess nows a good time to start. But I’ve come to realize that I don’t really like it. In fact I kinda hate it. Not cause I miss having someone around, or cause I’m lonely or cause my happiness depends on them. I’m fine right now and I know I can be happy on my own. But there isn’t anything wrong with wanting to be with someone. I guess I’ve just had my fair share of amazing relationships that it was always nice to have someone there. Sure I can go out and do whatever I want. I can have fun with friends and not have to worry about someone else’s feelings. I can talk to and dance with whoever I want with out having someone hold me down. I’ve experienced all of this first hand within the last year and well… It’s all fun but not really. I think about the people I’ve danced with, the guys I’ve met, the free drinks I’ve gotten, and the freedom and when I really think about it, it was all empty happiness. These are people I’ll never see again. And who wants to spend their memories with people they won’t remember. But I could also be wrong. But I’ve also been able to go out with a significant other and well i had the best time ever. I didn’t have to worry about some creepy asking me to dance, I always had a great dance partner, I had someone to protect me, and at the end of the night he would still be there. Wether together or even just on the phone. And when you look back you’ll think ” oh yea I remember that night when WE…..” It’s different when you’re with someone. It’s so much more fun in my opinion. But I guess that’s just me. I’m just a relationship type of person.

Here’s to trying to enjoy being single.

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I’ve always wanted to go here, guess who finally made it. PC: @flutteringgrams  (at Van Gogh’s Ear Cafe)

I’ve always wanted to go here, guess who finally made it. PC: @flutteringgrams (at Van Gogh’s Ear Cafe)

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I hate you @crispypata. But it’s for a good cause. Sorry I’m a broke college student so I’ll spread awareness instead. @flutteringgrams @swagisjohn @icecreamsandwiches you guys are next. Good luck! you got 24 hours. #icebucketchallange #als #ofalldaysitscoldoutside #spreadawareness (at Fabe household)

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Just cause #yidc2014 is happening this weekend id like to wish good luck to #bldtrenton. I’m kinda sad I’m not gunna be there this year and see how much has changed. I’ve had some of the great memories and learned a lot of my life lessons at yidc and to those who are going I hope you guys learn so much more. You guys will be in my prayers πŸ™ #reminiscing #newarkdowork #memorylane #wewerealwaysthebiggestgroup

Just cause #yidc2014 is happening this weekend id like to wish good luck to #bldtrenton. I’m kinda sad I’m not gunna be there this year and see how much has changed. I’ve had some of the great memories and learned a lot of my life lessons at yidc and to those who are going I hope you guys learn so much more. You guys will be in my prayers πŸ™ #reminiscing #newarkdowork #memorylane #wewerealwaysthebiggestgroup

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Typical night in the fabe house at the therapy table. Follow on snapchat for the adventures of @flutteringgrams and I. Snap: glendyllaa & el_fabe πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ (at Fabe Household)

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I knew she became my ateh my freshman year for a reason .. And then there’s Christine 😊 lmao. Thanks for a memorable first time at lighthouse it was definitely something I needed πŸ™Œ  #big&little #lighthouse #fillmeupgod  (at Bethany Assembly of God)

I knew she became my ateh my freshman year for a reason .. And then there’s Christine 😊 lmao. Thanks for a memorable first time at lighthouse it was definitely something I needed πŸ™Œ #big&little #lighthouse #fillmeupgod (at Bethany Assembly of God)

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[7/30] The gift of laughter was always my favorite gift from god, to me it was always a sign of happiness and joy. Catching moments like these are always my favorite cause the smiles and laughs you see are nothing but pure. Laugh like there’s no tomorrow, smile like the world depended on it. Only then can you actually be truly happy. PC: @flutteringgrams #cancun #familyvacation #takemeback

[7/30] The gift of laughter was always my favorite gift from god, to me it was always a sign of happiness and joy. Catching moments like these are always my favorite cause the smiles and laughs you see are nothing but pure. Laugh like there’s no tomorrow, smile like the world depended on it. Only then can you actually be truly happy. PC: @flutteringgrams #cancun #familyvacation #takemeback

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Even though I hate my voice and how nervous I get performing I miss singing soo much πŸ˜” now that @lestersp goes to willy p you could expect more of these πŸ‘ #clarity #zedd #acoustic #facecafenight

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To my best of all best friends, happy 21st birthday! You are the most annoying, toolish, caring, loving, and supporting best friend I’ve ever had. You’ve seen me at my lowest, at my best and stood by me and had my back thru everything. I may not say this a lot, but I secretly believe that I’m blessed and I thank God for giving me a friend like you. Now that you’re 21 we can turn up together legally!! Hope you enjoy your day. Now we wait for AC 😏 So for taking care of my drunk ass multiple times, I’ll do the same for you. Again happy birthday and I can only hope you have many more. Love ya friend! ☺️🍹🍸🍻2⃣1⃣  #rideordie #bestfriends #21turnup #bestpicturetodescribeourfriendship #hehatesme #jk #ihope

To my best of all best friends, happy 21st birthday! You are the most annoying, toolish, caring, loving, and supporting best friend I’ve ever had. You’ve seen me at my lowest, at my best and stood by me and had my back thru everything. I may not say this a lot, but I secretly believe that I’m blessed and I thank God for giving me a friend like you. Now that you’re 21 we can turn up together legally!! Hope you enjoy your day. Now we wait for AC 😏 So for taking care of my drunk ass multiple times, I’ll do the same for you. Again happy birthday and I can only hope you have many more. Love ya friend! ☺️🍹🍸🍻2⃣1⃣ #rideordie #bestfriends #21turnup #bestpicturetodescribeourfriendship #hehatesme #jk #ihope

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